Cardinal Speaks

Songs and Musings

Cardinal Speaks is passionate about spirituality, permaculture, art, natural health, and true wellbeing for the earth and all of its inhabitants. A violence and trauma survivor, Cardinal Speaks shines light into some of the dark places to reflect what lives in the corners of human experience.

  • The Homeopathic Pastor

    It was a hot summer day in the mid-western US as I approached a dusty, small town marked by an “unincorporated” sign on its only road. With only a handful of houses and a single church, I pulled into the church parking lot and stared at the simple country house that housed the local pastor.…

  • The Storytellers

    They file in at the regular timeDressed in mostly muted colorsTaking their usual seatsQuietlyThey come with their storiesOr the stories of othersWhich are also their storiesThey are the onesWho let the wordsLiveAwakening them from their slumberGhostsIn a seance of the WordWordsBreathe, my dearsFill each crevasse of this spaceThat you are not often allowedTo occupyWe offer…

  • 5 of Swords

    If you bring a sword to a partyExpect that something will dieIt may not be what you intendedGunshots in the distanceAll beings run farOr into themselvesEerie silenceFills the space that remainsWatchingWaitingFor whom will be condemned nextAnd for whatIn a world where the swordShoved down the throatBrings no enlightenmentCompliance is deathOf spiritThere are no winnersNeither harshNor…

  • The Beautifully Complicated Lady M

    Lady M was like a feral cat. She had lived her life by her own rules with no apology, and she fiercely protected what she wanted in life. I was a threat to that, as we sat across from each other at one of many tables in the local Olive Garden franchise. It had been…

  • Joy And Her Posse

    Joy entered my life just after my father had been incarcerated. In addition to my father’s house and possessions, his most recent girlfriend had also taken an interest in the occult. Awash in a plume of cigarette smoke and Nag Champa, my father’s girlfriend was in training to become a psychic. Joy and her flamboyant…

  • A Day I Chose A New Path

    It was a long road that started back when I was a baby; maybe even before then. I wished to be born standing up, with one leg pulled up beside my head, like a Kali statue. When I was finally born too many hours later, my head was misshapen from the tools they used to…

  • Butterfly

    I met Miskwagiizhig at a northern reservation when I traveled there to staff a conference for my workplace. When I walked into the conference room, he was sitting on the floor in the back of the room. Wearing cutoff shorts and an old, faded t-shirt, his hair hung freely down to his waist. His face…

  • Neatly Labeled Boxes

    I’m packing your thingsI’m packing your things in neatly labeled boxesAll these things That have cluttered a lifeThe life of an extraFork in a drawerConsumingClosets crammed with all the hats you wearShining boldlyImportantlyTakingAll the spaceLeaving me a sliver Of timeOf airSliver of lightShining through a closed window shadeI’m packing your things in neatly labeled boxesAssholePictures…

  • Unwelcome Guests

    It was a day that had been filled with strange events. While at work, I received an alarming message on my cell phone from an old email account that I had long ago closed. The notification was from someone who wished me harm. I asked a colleague if he could check and somehow see my…

  • The Year of the Snake

    Snakes get a bad rap. I think it is because they are misunderstood, but they have a lot of wisdom to share. A number of years ago, I went to the Snake Year Teachings at a Buddhist monastery in northern India. The teachings, experiences and people I met there were transformative. The yogi Nagarjuna entrusted…